You want to change. Like a burning desire. To fight through everything that is wrong. Everything you wish to change. But…you never do. Well, it’s time. To take back your life.
I swear I do this once a month. Something happens that breaks me down. I promise myself I’ll never get that low ever again. Yet, I always do. And I’m really tired of it. I know I need to change, I just don’t know what.
I crave purpose. To know why I am here. Make life worth living. I just begun to read The Alchemist. I’m in awe of the wisdom it holds within its pages. It talks about following your dreams… Not waiting to make them a reality… That’s exactly what I’m doing. And I’m scared. I’m not even sure what my dreams are.
There are so many questions about myself that I can’t answer. I feel like I should just know the answers. The journey to self-discovery is of one I find to be more difficult than I ever imagined. I’m tired of giving up.
This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I’m alright song
I write my own destiny. I decide what gets to happen. One Day At A Time.