August 2nd. Sitting in bed. Night before last week of internship. Mental breakdown.
Immediately finishing my first year at college, I was ready to go right back. I had finally got into a good rhythm. I was optimistic, ready to take on my ugly Biology major. But since being here at my aunts for the last 3 months doing my internship….. I’ve lost it. And I’m driving myself crazy.
There are two possible scenarios that could happen when you give me a few months break from school:
1. I take on 84 hundred projects at once, including; blogging, vlogging, chess, reading, movie-watching, fitness, scootering. And then drive myself mad when I realize I can’t keep up with everything.
2. I make the couch my home. My only friends are Ben & Jerry. I approximately gain 10 pounds and lose all self-motivation.
Two extremes. There is never an in between. I either want it all, or nothing at all. And that’s my biggest downfall. Maybe I should go to bed, now.