Here’s the dealio.
I don’t know what the
fuck this website is anymore 🙂
I started this blog over a year ago in May 2015. It was something I needed to do. To give my life purpose.
I’m laughing out loud at old posts. I looked so deeply and treated every moment as a philosophical life lesson.
So that’s what this website became.
I took a time in my life and dug so far up my ass to generate genuine meaning. That I actually believed it.
^Ok calm down now.
It’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life.
A year later I realized I never made this blog for anyone else but me. And if this blog is the only existing evidence left of my stupid little life, then so be it.
Hey. That’s it.
This post has been inspired by
Movie: American Beauty
Song: “People Ii: The Reckoning” by AJJ